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Monday, May 18, 2009

Saying Goodbye To Maggie...

This is not a post..it's just me writing down my feelings..hoping it will help me in some way...our little furbaby Maggie passed away this weekend....so please don't feel obligated to read or even comment...I know you guys will always be there for me...

Below is a pic I took a couple of months ago of her doing what she loved to do when she first wakes up fron her afternoon nap..rolling on her back like a young puppy and then getting up and walking to me like an old grandma bent with age....

I have cried till my eyes are raw...just when I think I can handle it....I turn a corner and something reminds me of her....Maggie is a...was a tiny little peek-a-poo...She turned 16 years old last Feb 22th....she was my little rag muffin...The breeder called the day she was born and I picked her from a litter of 5...she was jet black with little white socks & white chin and chest...when she was 5 weeks old she was eating on her own and I went and picked her up.

She was the smartest and easiest to train pet I have ever had...she slept with us every night up until this last year when she just wanted to sleep under the bed...she would always be by my side...no matter where I was....she would run to greet me when I opened the door and dance around on her little hind legs...she would run scratch on the door when she had to go out and if I was gone all day she would hold it until I got home...she was that good...sometimes she was so funny...I remember talking to mama on the phone on the day.. and Maggie...had ran to the front door and scratched and then came back to the kitchen and stood in the door way giving me a look..then she went back to door..scratched again and this time she stood in the kitchen doorway and snorted like a bull as if to say "Hey...I am dancing here...I can't hold it no longer!!!!" I laughed so hard I was crying!!!

But for over 16 years this sweet dog has given me unconditional love and devotion.....I knew this day would come...she began to get weaker and sleep all the time...she couldn't hear or see anymore...these last two weeks there was such a change in her little body I just could not bear it...she still ate and drink water daily...but we would have to pick her up and take her out and then gently bring her back in and place her at her bowl and then when she finished she would try her best to make it to our room but she would get lost so we just started taking her and placing her under the bed...each morning I watched the clock as she slept later and later...but I didn't dare look under the bedskirt..finally she would make her way out and come stand in the hallway and wait for me to come pick her up and take her out...

Friday the 15th before I left to go meet Sherry & Chris ( my blogger friends from Ohio) I had taken her out.. when I brought her in and tried to feed her she just layed down...she wouldn't touch her food...I fixed her an egg yolk with a little sugar and milk and mixed it together and warmed it for her to give her some energy but she refused it...she just wanted to rest...I cried out to God and ask that she not suffer but just go to sleep when it comes that time...I knew I could not bear to see her hurt...I left out and Bill came on home and he got her to drink the mixture but she wouldn't eat....

Saturday...She didn't come out from under the bed when I got up...something told me she had passed and I went to lift the bed skirt but I just couldn't...I couldn't. Jen came up and wanted me to leave and go with her to town...she knew the situation but I wouldn't let her look either....I refused to believe it...maybe she was just really tired and weak and just sleeping later than usual...without telling me...Bill...Johnny and Jen were communicating back and forth and when I finally got in the car with Jen..Johnny went in the house.............and he found her..she had passed in her sleep....Bill was headed from work and told him to put her in a box and leave her in the shed but don't tell me just yet.....I came back home and Bill pulled up shortly after... we said hello and hugged and kissed each other as we walked into the kitchen and he turned his back and then he turned and faced me and said "Hon....Maggie has passed."

I just went numb as he told me what had happened and where she was...I couldn't talk...all I could do was cry and moan...we walked out to shed....I cannot begin to describe the feeling that came over me when I saw the box carrying her little body...Bill wrapped her in a cloth wrap I had for her while I stood by the door and cried...he kept begging me to please sit down but I refused...he ask if I wanted to see her but I couldn't ...I just did not want to see her little body with no life....when he finished he ask did I want to say some words over her...I had to put my hand over my mouth to keep from crying out..all I could do was shake my head no...he reached out his hand for mine and as we stood beside that tiny box that held one of the dearest pets I have ever loved he begin to pray over her and thank God for her and the love she had given us thru the years...up until that moment he had not shed a tear...but the emotion was so strong as he prayed he just broke down and cried and we just held each other and cried.....

He buried her back behind the fence...I didn't want little 4 year old Sofie to be tramatized by seeing her little grave each time she comes in the back yard....Bill took up her water and feeding bowls and put them in the carport...he called mama & daddy first (yes our furbabies are a part of our families) the family was suppose to gather for dinner the next day but baby girl canceled it cause I just wanted to be alone...

I catch myself looking for her to wake up and come find me...Going to bed at night after 16 years and not having her in there is just the strangest feeling....the house just seems so different without her....Just a certain word starts the tears again...I don't think I will ever want another pet again...it is just too hard...

I know some would say 'It's just an animal'.....but 'just an animal' can bring such love and comfort to someone who is alone in this world...'just an animal' will love you unconditionally and listen to you tell all your fears and secrets and never tell a soul....'just an animal' can do more good than medicine to a sick child...'just an animal' will wake it's owner to save them from a fire in the night....just an animal will watch a small child and protect it with it's life...just an animal will work all day in the field herding animals or leading the blind to live a normal life...'.just an animal' will travel hundreds of miles to find it's way back home to it's owner....'just an animal' can cause even the hardest of hearts to melt....'just an animal' can show this old gal a great lesson in love..

She was just an animal to the world...but to me she was a precious loving part of my life...thru her I have learned so much about compassion and about myself.....I will never forget you Maggie and I thank God for you...16 years ago when you were just a few hours old I held you in my hands and my heart was immediately yours....now here it is old girl.....16 years later...man we have seen some things and we have went thru many a storm together in this life but you were always faithful.....16 years later.....I never realized how much I could love you...but my heart will always be yours little Maggie and I praise God for letting you just gently slip on out of this life in your sleep...Thank you Maggie...for all you have given me...I love you so.....

105 lil sweet taters came by...:

squawmama said...

Dear Sweet Picket... I am feeling your pain and I know how hard it is to lose a beloved pet. This was a beautiful story about your sweet Maggie and I know she will be missed. Just remember all the joy she brought into your life. They are our family after all...

Love & Hugs
Donna

mommynoodles said...

Well,i'm writing this comment through the tears,but that's fine b/c we mourn w/ you! Praise "GOD",for 16 long wonderful years!I had mine for 19 long wonderful years and kept 2 of her puppies.I think about her all the time as you will do the same w/ Maggie.Your mourning will soon turn to laughter when you think back on her craziness,like her pee-pee dance! lol I pray that "GOD" will give you peace and comfort beyond all understanding in the loss of Maggie! Your right many people do say their just animals,but too many their something a whole more,"family"!!
Try to have a "BLESSED" week w/ all your memories! Natalie,
mommynoodles27@yahoo.com

Shari @ My Cottage of Bliss said...

Oh Dot, I am so, so sorry. I truly understand every thought and every emotion...the deep sorrow and grief...you are experiencing. Losing our beloved pets is ALWAYS a painful process.

My husband and I have grieved for 4 dogs during our marriage and each time was as painful as the time before. It's been 7 years since our last shepherd passed and we still haven't been able to bury her ashes. :( Now our old girl, Jasmin, is almost 12 so I know we are going to have to face losing her sooner, rather than later since we've never had a shepherd live past the age of 12.

May your fond, loving memories of Maggie bring you some comfort in this difficult time. (((hugs)))

Bambi said...

I truely do understand your sadness. I also had a pekeapoo that blessed my life for 15 years and she was as sweet as your Maggie. My sweetheart always "told me" when she needed out too and was always good about waiting until I got home to be let out without accidents. She was just the best and I never got another dog-although I do miss having a dog-because I didn't think I could ever be that lucky again!! You have every right to cry and grieve your loss. They are truely members of our families. My heart goes out to you.

Bo said...

Oh Dot...I'll have to come back later to post about lil Maggie because my emotions are too raw...I'm feeling your sorrow too much... Hugs, Bo

Annie100 said...

I'm so sorry, I know EXACTLY how you're feeling, we've been through it twice. just be grateful for all the joy she gave you...she's in a better place now, and she's waiting for you & Bill at the Rainbow Bridge.

Annie100

Pat @ Mille Fiori Favoriti said...

AW dear sweet Dot I know how sad you feel ... we lost a beloved cat named Pepper that was part of our family for 17 years a year ago and it broke our heart. He was our daughter's first and only cat at the time and saw her grow up form 1o years old to college and her own apartment. He gave her such comfort and love and when he got ill with cancer it broke our hearts. When we saw him suffering my daughter made the decision to have him put to sleep as she knew our proud cat would not want to suffer any more. It was so hard to not have him in our lives anymore and even now I cry when I think about him. Pets give us so much more than we give them, don't they?

I'm sure Maggie had a wonderful life and is now at peace. She knew she was loved Dot.

My sincerest sympathy! I hope someday, when the time is right, you will have another furry friend share your love and home.

{{{HUGS}}} Pat

Betty said...

Picket, I just wanted you to know how sorry I am for your loss. It is very understandable what you feel and it will take time. I don't say it will ever go away but it will be something you will deal with.
I have known that pain and just want you to know I will pray for you.

Betty

Shelia said...

Oh, Dear Picket! I'm so sorry to hear about your precious little Maggie! I do understand how you feel and it hurts, it hurts so badly. Dear One, you are in my prayers right now. But how sweet is God to give you and Maggie such a dear pure love that was shared for all these years! It's was a precious gift!
Blessings,
Shelia ;)

Mrs. Trixi said...

Oh, Picket, I am so so sorry. Thank you for sharing your heart and love for sweet Maggie with us. I praise the Lord that she did not suffer. We lost our dog Beaux in March and we still have weepy moments over it, so no I don't feel like they are just animals. They are our family. I pray that your heart heals quickly.

Bless you....

cargol said...

Sweet Picket, I understand exactly how you feel about your beloved Maggie. Pets love us unconditionally and add so much to our lives. She had a wonderful life and in time the memories will be easier to bear. My heart goes out to you.

Bo said...

Me again Dot...After reading your writing I was sobbing...Every thought & word you expressed touched my heart so much...I lost my little poodle a year ago & I felt the same as you are now... I am going to send you a poem by email I hope you'll find comfort in. Big, big hugs, Bo

ksarra said...

What a precious tribute to your Maggie. We lost our pet of 14 years last Dec. Sometimes we still wait to see him at the door or waiting to go out. You are right, our pets teach us so much about loyalty, devotion, trust. My heart goes out to you Picket.

Tomatoe Creek Prims said...

I have tears in my eyes, I'm so sorry, remember the rainbow bridge that always comforted me.
Rondell

Sister Robbins said...

Dear Dot,
Just wept for you as I recalled losing my "Pokey" kitty this last fall. She was 15 1/2 and such a part of our family. she died in my sons arms as he and his wife were with her. She was my baby after all my others grew up, following from room to room and staying with anyone who was sick, until they were better. We laid her to rest wrapped in her favorite pink quilt I made for her.
What a blessing to have such sweet animal friends. The Lord is so merciful.
Lots of Hugs,
Alicia

sue said...

Dot I'm crying so hard I couldn't finish reading your story, but I will definitely be back to read it. I'm so so sorry, my heart is breaking for you sweetie, Bless your sweet heart, hope you will have a good day and I'll talk to you soon Love you! xoxo

Amelia said...

OH Dot...wish I could share some of the pain with you...if tears count - then I am doing that real well. I do believe God has a place in heaven for our pets...don't know where or how - but he knows how much love we have for these fur babies.

Hugs from here in Oklahoma

amelia

Pat@Back Porch Musings said...

I'm so sorry, Dot.

When we loose our wonderful precious furry family members, it is so very painful. You will have those beautiful memories forever. How sweet you had 16 years together. I will keep you in my thoughts. I know what you are going through and completely understand.

Life At Camellia Cottage said...

A beloved pet IS a part of the family, a part of your life. We have two mini Dachshunds - both fairly young, but I still cannot imagine losing either of them!

Feel your pain, Dot, and one day you will realize it has eased a little bit. And another day a little bit more, and then one day you'll find the pain has lessened to such a degree that you just have your wonderful memories left, and the peace of knowing she was loved and cared for will fill he empty places - almost.

I am so sorry for this hard time you are going through. Becky G.

Denise said...

Dot, tears are streaming down my face reading about your sweet Maggie. I can only imagine the sorrow and emptiness you are feeling right now. Our Jordan is 11 and he seems very much like your Maggie. A perfect friend in a crazy world. Please know you have lots of support in the blogging world.

Your friend, Denise

Domestic Designer said...

I am so very sorry for your loss.

Deb said...

I'm so sorry you lost your dear friend....

Mid-Atlantic Martha said...

Oh my, I can hardly see to post because of the tears. Those of us who know your sorrow offer sympathy and a tear or two -- or a million. Your dear Maggie was blessed to have such a loving family, so many poor dogs suffer greatly because of abuse or neglect. And she returned you love with all her little heart! We have two little "rescued" boys and have made it our mission to make the rest of their lives ones filled with love and attention and they so return the affection. God bless you and heal your broken heart.
Blessings Friend!

Stacey said...

Dot, I am so sorry about Maggie passing away. She knew how much you and Bill loved her. Yes, she was very much part of your family and that's the way it should be. We are all thinking of you!

pammiejo said...

Yep, that's how it is....they are a part of the family and when they're gone, there's a blank space. We can identify with you and offer our sympathy - blessings on your little Maggie! Think what a blessing you all were to her as well - she was a lucky little dog too! PAM

ohiofarmgirl said...

What a sad day. Dianntha

Char said...

My Dear Friend....I am so sorry to hear of your loss of sweet little Maggie....I know that you recently commented on my blog about the loss of our sweet little ferret...and I can very much relate to the feelings you are having at this moment....I just ask that the Lord comfort you in this time...because pets do become like family to most of us!....And their love is like a child...completely dependent upon us with total unconditional love!...Each day will become easier...I promise...my heart goes out to you, char

LeeHillPrimitives said...

I am writing this comment through the tears, 16 years .... is a Life. Two years ago my mom past away, one month later our dog Clifford die... at that time my daughter had 7 years and she said that everything that she loves die... it was too hard. (This blog reminds me the pain that I have in those days...) Two years later we are without a pet, the decision to came with another is not easy.It is very understandable what you feel and it will take time. Hugs, Evelyn

Joycee said...

I could not finish your post, it was too painful. In 39 years we have had to say goodbye to 3 wonderful dogs so the pain in your heart is familiar. Sweet Maggie filled your life for 16 years and you will have her with you forever in memory, in time that will comfort you. She is now in a better place chasing butterflies and sleeping at the feet of Angels.
joy c. at grannymountain

onlymehere said...

Dear Sweet, Sweet Picket. Animals can be like parts of our family. I know I've had animals that are before. Having had her for 16 years she definitely was a part of your family. I hope that your heat finds peace soon. God bless.

Twice as Nice said...

Ya, got me crying at work. Oh, I can feel your pain. What a sweet girl. She was the lucky one out of those 5 pups to have you for her mommy. I believe our pets are in heaven waiting for us and she is there running and jumping and watching over you. I know when I lost my beloved Toots it took me a long time to get over it. Like you said you have had her for 16 years and you had your routine. Your so use to looking to see if they want out or filling up their bowls. When it's bed time your looking for them to join you. I feel your pain and I will say a prayer for you and your family.

Beverly said...

Ah, I'm so sorry. I do empathize because I still miss my little Murphy Brown - and she has been gone about eight years.

Sending you love and a big hug.

Mabry's gamma said...

Dear Dot,
I am reading this lovely post to Maggie with tears in my eyes. You love your pets just as I love mine, they are wonderful, loyal and loving companions. My heart goes out to you, dear friend.
Hugs,
Cheri

Barb~Bella Vista said...

Darling Dot, I am so sorry...with all my heart. I know and understand your pain and I will ask God to comfort you.

I was raised not to love animals...my dear husband worked with me for 12 years to open my heart. Now, I cannot understand my life without them. The love of an animal is so special....there is nothing like it.

Give yourself time, Dot. You need to heal. Your Maggie will always be with you.

Sending love and God's comfort to you this day,

Barb

ceekay said...

Picket...I am so sorry for your loss. Our furbabies are real family members. It will take time. My Pepper passed several years ago and there are times I just wish I could pet her and rub my face in her fur. I do understand.

The Quintessential Magpie said...

Sweet dearest Dot... I am sobbing for you. I know exactly how you feel because I have loved my animals like family, too. I can't think of my babies who are gone without crying. So cry to your heart's content, girl. In addition to you being blessed to have little Maggie, she was blessed to have you and Bill. So from my own aching heart (we lost both of ours last year) to yours, I send you great big hugs along with all my love. Mr. Magpie sends his love, too...

XO,

Sheila

Janet - underthewillow said...

As I sit here and try to type though tears welled up in my eyes, I just wanted to say I'm sorry for your loss....yes our fur babies are members of our family and it hurts just as deep when they pass....it will get a bit easier with each day that goes by but she will always have that special piece of your heart. Janet

sue said...

Dottie you are so dear, what a beautiful story. I'm so sorry sweetie. God let Maggie slip away in her sleep, without pain, just as you asked. I wish I could give you a big hug right now, I feel so sad. I love you Dot! xo

The Country Nest said...

Oh Picket I am so so sorry, I read your post and I was crying so bad I went away and just now came back to give you my sympathy. Oh I know the next weeks will be so hard on you...My sweet shepard passed away 13 yrs ago at 14yrs. old and he was my Maggie....we have not had another dog since...I just couldn't, he was so special. A couple of years ago my 16yr old kitty died in my arms and we already had another so I am still blessed with the love of a pet. They are such a joy and comfort. NEVER just a dog or cat, part of us. Picket I hope you feel this big ol' hug coming right at you.
((Hugs))
Donna

Anonymous said...

I read your blog often, and today I sat with tears rolling down my face reading this one. I so feel for you.

No, our animals are not "just pets". They are so much a part of the family.

Shanda said...

God bless you Picket, you are living a nightmare right now. You don't have to explain anything, I know your pain and how deep. I love my dogs like they are small helpless children, I can't help myself. My mother went through the very same thing, only she had to put hers to sleep amd she rocked that little dog all day long and talked to her before my daddy came to take her. She promised the little dog that she would be the last little doggie she would ever have. About 3 years passed and I got them a weinie dog for Christmas this year. She is love all over again, and their house is full of love and sunshine again. When the time is right, please consider giving your boundless love to another little dog. Love and a great big hug to you,
Shanda

Sue said...

My heart breaks for you...16 years is a long time...but I know that Maggie knew how much she was loved. May you find comfort in knowing that she is not suffering and that you brought joy into her life just as she did yours.

Sue said...

I write this with tears streaming down my face. I know how you feel, my poodle passed end of last year and she was 18yrs old. No matter what anyone says they are part of the family and I know she will run up to me in heaven when I pass. There is no way heaven would be heaven without our beloved furry family. Take care and will keep you in my prayers.

adsgram said...

Dot..in my world there is no such thing as 'just an animal" It will be one year in June that I lost my 12 year old Bassett Hound. Your story just about sums up the emotions I went through. I will keep you in my prayers, and hope that someday you will heal enough to maybe find another fur-baby who may need to be loved as you have loved and needed your beloved Maggie!

God Bless

Lynne

dlynne172@yahoo.com

Janet, said...

I am so sorry for your loss. I do know how you feel, tho, we lost our little dachshund last year, she was 14 1/2 yrs old. I prayed that she would go in her sleep, but she never and we had to put her to sleep. Like you, we all cried our eyes out. I have also said that we won't get another dog, because it hurts so much when you lose them. But we may change our minds. They are such a joy. Thinking of you and God bless, Janet

Creative Chaos in Arizona said...

The Rainbow Bridge

Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

Lisa ~ A Cottage to Me said...

Please pass the tissues! I am crying as if she were my own pet. I have lost 2 such precious pets in my married life and the grief experienced is none like I have ever had to know. Please know that with your sweet Maggie times will come when you will recoup, but you will never forget. A tear will always fall at the mere thought of your sweet friend!
Blessings to you!

ginny said...

I know your pain and I am so sorry. I lost my Barney six years ago. We had to put him down. My husband had to take him as I could not do it. I held him and kissed him about a hundred times before my husband took him from me and to the vet. I still miss him so much, and actually, his spirit hung around for a while. He visited my bed every morning when husband went to work. I swear this is true. I finally had to send him to Jesus as it upset me when I felt him jump on the bed and find a comfortable spot. I just said, "ok, Barney, it is time for you to leave me and go see Jesus." After that, I never felt him again.
No, they are more than an animal, they are a member of our families.
Take care, sweetie.

mah said...

Love to you Dot. Mary Ann

Sunny Daze said...

I visited last night to say hello and tell you how much I enjoy your blog but was so filled with emotion after reading about Maggie that I couldn't type. And now my tears are flowing again. I hope the day comes soon when you can once more think of her with a happy heart.

Sunny

Hocking Hills Gardener said...

So sorry about your little pet. I know exactly what you are going through. I have a dog that I had had for 14 years and it was just like another kid to me. He has been gone for two years and still something will happen to remind me of it some how. I still miss the little fella.

Linda / Behind My Red Door said...

Oh Dot, my eyes are leaking right now. I am so so sorry for the loss of your furbaby. Sending my very biggest and squishest and comforting hugs! Linda

janet said...

nothing i can say is going to take away your pain, i cant even imagine your pain. Im so so very sorry. Our sandy boy is past 13 now and is slowly going down hill and i just dread this day. Sweet gentle hugs to you and your husband Dot.
hugs
janet

Angie said...

I'm sure it was hard to write this, but you did such a beautiful job expressing how much Maggie has meant to you and you family. Thank you for sharing this with us! I will say a prayer for you and your family.

Southern Lady said...

Oh, Dot ... my heart goes out to you, Sweetie. You were so blessed to have the love of your precious little Maggie for 16 years. And now, even though it's painful, you will have all those sweet memories of her to comfort you. We lost our beloved Springer Spaniel over ten years ago, and I still get teary-eyed when I hang his "special ornament" on the Christmas tree.

Pets become so much a part of your life, giving unconditional love, joy, and comfort ... and when they're gone, it's like a member of your family has passed away. I will remember you and Bill in my prayers, Dot. My heart aches for you in this time of sorrow.

Sincerely,

Janie

Justine said...

{{{{{{{Dot}}}}}}} I'm so so so sorry for the loss of your beautiful fur baby. Your telling of her passing and your memories of her long life have me in tears, but I am also so thankful that you had Maggie for such a long time and that she brought you so much joy.
I thought the post I put up today was the most depressing and sad I'd read in a while, but yours beat mine, unfortunately. Love you girl.
Justine :o (
Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge. There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together. There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.
All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor. Those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by. The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent. His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

Author unknown...

Our really empty nest said...

Dear sweet Dot, I am sobbing right now, so I can just imagine how you are feeling. What a wonderful tribute to your beloved furbaby. I think some of my tears were thinking that some day i too will have to live thru what you have. We have had dogs in the past, but always outdoor dogs, much more my husbands and although it was hard losing them, it is nothing like losing a dog who is usually the happiest one to see you everytime you walk in the door. A baby who will get up and move to the next room everytime you do. I have that in my Dexter, and can only pray I get to have that for the 16 years you were blessed enough to have your MAggie. I am probably rambling now, but jut know that there are alot of people in blogville who are thinking about you my dear friend. Smile, things will get better! Sue

She Seeketh Wool and Flax said...

I can hardly see what I am writing, I can't stop crying for you. Your tribute to Maggie is so beautiful. I hope you find comfort, it will take time. What a wonderful life she had with you. Us animal loves know that they are not "just animals", they "are family" I hope someday you will be able to get another dog, because you are such a wonderful furbaby mama, and there are many lonely animals in shelters, that need loving homes just like yours.
Blessings to you and may Maggie rest in peace
Stop by my animal blog and say HI
Cheryl

linda said...

What a beautiful, yet heart-wrenching post. Our little Jake is family and I can't picture life without him. Jake was paralyzed last October and he is a tremendous amount of work, but there was no way I was going to put him to sleep (as was recommmended). Yes, they are our family and we love them with all our hearts. I'm so sorry for your loss. You'll be in my thoughts and prayers.

Rechelle ~Walnuthaven Cottage~ said...

(((Picket)))
I know your heart aches and I understand well. Rest assured sweet Maggie always knew your love and with as much love as I felt from your words, I know she had a happy life.
Our pets become so much a part of our lives, I can never look upon them as just animals.
Sleep well sweet Maggie.

Mimi said...

That little dog was not more an animal to your heart than I am a monkey in a circus. You loved and lost someone that was an important part of your life for well over a decade. I have held paws of dear ones as they passed to a better place. Whether they were young or old it didn't make a difference. When there is love, there is sadness and there is a cold, frigid wind that blows through your heart. You fall to your knees and make sounds that evoke a wild animal that has been hunt down in the woods.

I know what you feel and at the same time I know it will get better. Not all better, but better. One day you may decided to add another little fur bundle into your heart. When that happens you will hear a familiar jingle of collar tags and see a faint shadow leave the room. Maggie will then know that you are completely cared for again and that she can finally rest in peace.

Terry said...

My sweet Picket
No words of wisdom
just a simple offer of hugs and
I wish I could just sit with you in person and squeeze your precious loving hand to remind you
Maggie loves you and you love her and that is one awesome ,amazing gift .Thank you for sharing that gift .
Texas size hugs with love are
sent your way !

Susie Q said...

Sweetie...I am so, so soryy. It is such a hard thing I know. Most of us know this pain and share yours with you as well. Your story of Maggie was so dear and made me feel I knew her too. Bless her heart and your broken one. Th epain will lessen and your memories will be so sweet, so precious to you. She was so loved and loved you in return. She will always be a part of you and you WILL see her again. God gave these perfect souls, souls who love so perfectly.
I wish I could ease your pain...many hugs,
Sue

artis1111 said...

They come into our lives to love us and teach us how to give love. They need few things, and give so many in return. When we are down they beighten our dayus, to see the future. In our lowest point, they are just there to let us know you can depend on them. To the ones we love, that stay a part of us through the years, our pets. Kathy

Jessica said...

There is nothing that can steal or break your heart like an animal...always happy to see you...always wanting be right where you are....a HUGE part of our family. Maggie was so lucky to have you....I'm so sorry for your loss.

Big hugs to you~ J

Scooterblu's Whimsy~Rhonda said...

Oh Sweetie, My heart breaks for you! When our sweet little ones love us so unconditionally, how can they be "just an animal." :)Praise God for all the joy Maggie has given you over the years. Big Hugs sent your way! ~love ya, Rhonda

Debbie from NJ said...

Oh sweet Pea, I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved little Maggie. I feel your pain, and I know how hard it is to lose a pet. Thank you for sharing your story about Maggie, and I hope the happy memories you shared will be a comfort for you in this time of sadness.

((((hugs))))
Debbie

The Quintessential Magpie said...

Huggin' on you again, sweet girl! Love you much...

XO,

Sheila :-)

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry. Our animals become such a part of our life I almost hate to get them but I love them so much. Hope you feel better soon!

Erin from Arkansas

Martha said...

This is so sad, I feel so bad for you and your family. Losing a pet is hard and when you have had them for such a long time you no longer see them as animals, but as a strange little human. We have a pug, Zoe, we were told last year that she has a tumor in her bladder and a bad heart, she is still with us! I will be so sad when she leaves, but my husband will take it harder, they are best buddies.
I wish you happy thoughts and take peace in knowing you gave her a beautiful life in a loving and caring home, she was truly blessed to be a part of your life!
Martha

bj said...

I am so sorry you lost your Maggie..I know how it hurts the heart when a pet passes on. I am thankful you had such a sweet time with her for 16 years.
I just read about you meeting blogger friends. I am green with envy...I wanna met one, too!!!
So glad you had fun.

Blanca said...

Mrs. Picket, I am so sorry for your loss. I was one of those people that never really understood the love and friendship of a dog and his owner until now. I got my little Daisy a couple of years ago and now can't imagine my life without her.

Many blessings to you and your family.

Blanca

Kelli@SassySouthernMom said...

Oh My Goodness,
I know how you are feeling. It is one of the hardest things. Pets (especially dogs) are so loyal and protective of their families. It seems sometimes that they know exactly how you are feeling or thinking . They are always there for you.
I know she will be missed dearly. I'm sorry for your loss. I love the way you tell her story....:)

Deb said...

Oh Dot, I'm so sorry and I care. Maggie is not just an animal to me, and I know how you feel. Just try to remember the good things and give it time. As you know, the Lord stands at you side. Deb

Diane@A Picture is Worth.... said...

Dot,
I'm so sorry for your loss. I know how you feel...we lost our family pet Lucy after 13 years. She died in my arms at 4 am one morning. She had been in lots of pain and we would have had some tough choices the next day.

It felt so empty at home for a long time...but time will help.

So sorry for you!

Terrie's Lil' Piece of Serenity said...

Awe.. sis! I did not know that you lost sweet Maggie. I am so sorry. You have been there for me when we were going though some rough times with Sammie. I do understand your pain. I am here if you need me. I dread the day we have to say good-bye to Brandie and Sammie. I am glad your family loved Maggie and you have a good support system. This post was wonderful. They are not just... animals.
I love you! Terrie

Kris said...

I am so sorry Dot.
What a lucky little pupper! And you as well to have had each other.
Hugs.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry for your loss. I know just how you feel. I lost my dog Rufus a few months ago, and I still cry just thinking about him. I cried reading about your little Maggie. Even though we know they are not going to be with us forever, it is so hard when they go. I know this may sound sill to some people, but not you, I will keep you in my prayers

Heather said...

Darling Picket.......I am so so sorry that you have had to say goodbye to such an important member of your family. My heart is heavy for you and I will pray that God brings peace to your heart. This post made me think of our Rocky and it is so very true- they are not just animals. They have a way of making such an impression on your heart and that impression always stays there. It gets easier but it never completely goes away. God Bless You sweetie. Sending Big Hugs your way!
HUGS
Heather:)

Melissa Miller said...

Gosh I am crying so hard I can hardly type....I'm soooo sorry. She was a beautiful little dog.

Take Care Picket.

Beth at Aunties said...

Dearest Dot,
Your words pierced my heart and soul and filled my eyes with tears. I feel your pain as I mourn your loss of lil Maggie, with you.
It is so amazing how these little tiny balls of fur can capture our hearts and they do become part of our family and life. They give such unconditional love and understanding as you mentioned.
I still get teary eyed just thinking of our own little furry baby, who we lost 3 years ago.
I hope you can feel all this love coming your way. I also pray you can always feel the sweet love of your faithful and beloved sweet baby as you recall all the precious memories you all enjoyed with her.

with huge hugs,
Beth

xinex said...

Oh Dot, I am so terribly sorry for the loss. I can feel your love for Maggie and she did too for sure. One consolation is that she is no longer suffering. Take care, my friend. We all love you....Christine

Shelia said...

Just popping in to check on your, Dear Picket! Hope you're feeling a bit better! I'm sending you love and a big ole hug!
Be a sweetie,
Shelia ;)

Chrissy said...

Oh, you poor thing, your so sweet...wish I could give you a big SEACLIFF hug!! X0x0x0xo

Connie said...

I was so sorry to read about your dog. They are our true friends and are always there for us. This must be a very difficult time for you.
I lost two and I will never forget them. They are so loyal and loving.
I'm glad you have your family around and near you.

At Home With Amy said...

Just wanted to check in on you Dot to see how you are doing. You've been on my mind a lot this week. I hope your spirits are lifting and each day is getting a little easier for you after the loss of your Precious Maggie.
Hugs,
Amy

Mid-Atlantic Martha said...

Hi Dot!

Just checking back to see how you're doing - I hope the sun is shining and you're feeling the love of friends today. I shared your wonderful blackberry cobbler on "Foodie Friday" this week - wish I could be sitting at the kitchen table and sharing some with you!

The Quintessential Magpie said...

Hi, precious... just said a prayer for you and Bill that the Lord would hold you close to His heart and comfort you as only He knows how to do. I wish I could be there to bring you a big ole chocolate cake, but I hope you'll accept this cyber hug until I can do just that some day.

Love you much...

XO,

Sheila

Mary / Mariah said...

Oh dot I sat hear crying for you and holding our Muffy . She must have felt my pain for you cause she started to shake . You see Muffy looks a lot like your sweet Maggie . IT'S AS IF you were discribeing her . I'm not sure how old she is , she's a resque dog we love dearly . Sits by my feet with her soft toys when I'm on my computer . When we love our pets they feel it and give back so much more .
I'm hurting so much for you and us some day . I hugged her and said don't leave us and just cried for you and your family . My Brownie dog Passed when I was a kid . It was a painful time for me .
I'm praying God's healing love over you .
Love you sweet friend .
Mary

Anonymous said...

Dot,

A good dog comes, enriches our lives and leaves us better than we were before...it is sad that they have to leave so soon. I am so deeply sorry for the loss of your sweet Maggie.

In the words of Will Rogers, "if there are no dogs in heaven, I want to go where they went."

Please know that I care and am sharing your sadness.

Hugs,
Kim (Kimluvsdecor from RMS)

Mary Ellen (megardengal) said...

I am so sincerely sorry Picket for your loss- Our pets are such a part of our lives it really does yank a part of our heart out when one of them leaves us.

blessings
mary

Shirl said...

Hello, I'm so sorry to read about Maggie, I'm crying for you and my heart aches. I've lost so many pets in my life and they are like your children. Some people think that is awful but that's how I feel. I won't change no matter what people say. I will keep you in my prayers. I know how hard this is. Your heart is broken!
Bless you, Shirl
Shirls Rose Cottage

ceekay said...

Just wanted you to know that I was here and checking on you...I hope you are doing ok...

imjacobsmom said...

Oh Dot, I am so sorry to hear about your sweet little Maggie. This post is the sweetest tribute to your dear little family friend. You are so lucky you had her for 16 years of her little life, and she was so lucky to have had you, too. ~ Robyn

Justine said...

Dot, you've been in my thoughts every day. I hope you're feeling a little better this weekend. Maggie wouldn't want you to grieve for too long.

Justine :o )

Barb~Bella Vista said...

Dearest Dot, you continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. Give your pain over to God as much as you can.

We love you, Barb

Coloradolady said...

My goodness...did this give me a good eye washing. I could hardly finish this post. I am so sorry Picket...I know how you feel....it is so hard to lose a pet, a family member, a friend....none other than a dog....I hope your heart feels better soon. It took me two years before I could get another dog...and boy, one turned into two...but I love them so much....take care my friend...I will be thinking about you.

Charli and me said...

Oh my goodness. I didn't know about Maggie. I am so very sorry to hear this. My heart is breaking for you and your family.

Anonymous said...

Dear Sweet Picket, I too just lost my devoted companion of 16 years..his name was Pepper. He was a mixed breed dog, who was a "world traveler" (due to our military lifestyle) and my best friend. Your writing moved me to tears...I know all too well the pain you are feeling. My Pepper was almost in the same health situation as your Maggie...and I had the honor of seeing him through to his last breath...holding his head and telling him over and over how much I loved him, adored him and thanking him for 16 years of joy. Somehow, I knew it would be me that would be his support to pass on. I felt like I couldn't bear it ever when the time came, but God knew I would be the perfect one to see him through. I just didn't know it myself. Thank you for sharing your story about Maggie...hugs, Erica

squeezeinn04 said...

Hello, I am writing to tell you how sorry I am for your loss,we have felt the pain of losing one of our furbabies too and I know some people think it is silly to grieve so hard for an animal but we that love our animals like one of our family members understand,I love your blog and thought your maggie story was beautiful and wanted to tell you how sorry i was.God Bless my dear.Debbie

Michele said...

I just got a chance to read about your sweet Maggie. I had to put my best friend of 15 years to sleep March 5th. Tumbles was just like my child. Reading your post reminded me so much of the years I spent with Tumbles. May your find peace with your memories.

Karen at Nittany Inspirations said...

I am so sorry to hear of the loss of your little Maggie. I too have lost a couple of my dogs. We have our Caesar now, and he is this best little dog. Blessings.

Life on Bonnie Lane said...

Oh no! I am so sorry to hear this about your furbaby Maggie! Sounds like she was a wonderful, sweet dog and a true companion to you. I wish I had the right kind of words for you, but it looks like everyone else said it already. Just know that I am thinking of you.

Sorry I am so behind on blog visits!

Kady

Rue said...

Oh sis.. I am so sorry. You broke me down to tears and not just because of your saddness and beautiful tribute, but also because Shiloh is gone.

He ran off and we haven't seen him in 3 weeks. I'm so upset about it I can't post it or hardly talk about it. You know how much I love him.

Now I'm going to go read more, because I need to laugh so my kids don't get upset ... you better have some laughter in these next posts lady! LOL

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